If you're making something with a freedom of 'This is something I'm making for myself for now; that's all it is. It's a diary entry, everything I make is a diary entry,' the beauty of a diary entry is I can write my diary entry, and you can't tell me my diary entry wasn't good enough or that's not what I experienced. Of course, it's what I experienced. Im writing a personal diary for myself. No one else can judge it. It is my experience of my life.